I think it’s still too early for me to be having a mid-life crisis. Well im actually just blowing things out of proportion considering the amount of pressure I put on myself to discover and find myself, my self worth. But honestly are all these worth it? I don’t know.
A big question mark still lingers.
Torn between wanting to be a saint and losing my personality altogether. Perplexed. I just need to find that fine line of balance. It’s taking longer than I had anticipated but I’m still striving.
Obviously I want to put out the best version of me. I dont want to lose the people I already hold so dear with a drastic change. I dont wanna lose myself in the process.
If there’s one thing I ask from God, it is to guide me towards the right path and to protect me with his grace.