I always question myself these days. Whether I’m trying too hard, loving too hard when it comes to the people I really care about. Honestly at times, I feel unappreciated and negelected. Did I do something wrong? Just tell me. I can’t bear the agony of not knowing. I want to know so that I can improve and better myself as a person. These days I turn to silence. As if it were the last light falling on a disturbed sea. Then I realize, hey its not about me. I’m doing this for the long run and it’s hard work. There must be a reason why I can’t let go. It’s cause I know that these people are good for me.
I can just hope.