As I begin to hear Hari raya songs on the radio, I close my eyes and I reflect on the blessings that I have recieved. At the same time, I ask myself; and God, “do I deserve all of this?”
A large part of me feels unworthy of His bountiful blessings. I’ve made too many mistakes. I’ve sinned. I am ashamed.
But He never fails to amaze me. I am humbled by His grace and mercy. I hope that He accepts my repentance and my efforts to better myself as His servant, a son, a brother and a friend.