outside

What do I want to be remembered for? When I’m gone and no longer breathing Earth’s air, will people still remember me?

“He was a nice guy”.

“He was an emotional person, overly excited. I wish he’s in a better place.”

I’ve always wondered whether i’ve made a difference in the lives of my loved ones. We’ve been fighting our whole lives – Fighting myself. Building walls, wasted tears, losing oxygen and setting myself on fire.

Indeed, I need to get a grip of my emotions. At least the legitimate ones.

This is not how I want to project myself to those I love. I don’t want to push them away. I know you’ve always been there for me. You’ve heard my every plea and every cry. I know i’ve deviated way beyond expectations, but I seek your compassion now, more than ever.

Please, don’t let me burnout.

 

 

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